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begzarim..
Friday, August 22, 2003
...Bob Marley dastesho az tu Poster ovord birun o
Joitesho taa`aarof kard be tarafe Poster e "The Kiss".
saramo fori bargardundam didam shakhsiyataash
cheshmamo dur didam, baz har kodum neshastan ye
gushe be Gustav Klim fohsh midan!..
4:07 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
bar sare aanam ke gar ze dast bar aayad
dast be kaari zanam ke ghosse sar aayad
baraaye ye moddati, ta akhare term, ghasam mikhoram! az doshanbe
23jun. ta 25jul mizaaramesh kenaar. man mitunam!
fardaa miram mosaaferat.midunam unja nemishe. shayadam in chand
ruze khodamo bahash khafe kardam ke haalam azash be ham bokhore.
ke manfihaasho vaazehtar bebinam."nekbat" mibaare azash. mesle
ye aaynast ke ba tasvire majaazi gulet mizane. yaa mesle saraabe
ke hast o nist.behesh aadat kardam, be donyaash, be durughash
be shaadi o ghamesh.na inke fekr koni nemishnasamesh ke zir o
rush ro mishnaasam.hamejure ketaab o maghaale elmi ham raaje
behesh khundam...
baraaye ye moddati, ta khare term, ghasam mikhoram! man mitunam!
maman vaghti vaase adam naame minevise, har ye kalamash
mosht mishe az tu cheshaat mire mokheto box mikone.mokhet
ham sholl mishe o az tu galut mohkam miyofte paaiin ru
delet.delet ke tekun mikhore miduni aabesh az mojehaat
paiin miyad, nemikhaai aadamhaa bebinan "KONTROLL"et ro az
dast dadi.hala mikhaam bedunam ki mikhaad be man saabet kone
injaa "kontroll" yaani chi?
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
miduni az chi asabaniam? na az inke koshtam, faghat
az inke sigaramo kardam tu tanesh!
BAAD-AZ-ZOHR ke az daneshgah umadam, neshaste bud ru
takhtam moaddab salam kard, goft: "khaste nabaashi.ruzet
chetor bud?" saii kardam ba ye labkhande kutah behesh
neshun nadam cheghadr tu delam zogh kardam umade pisham.
harchi bishtar saii kardim ba ham harf bezanim pichidetar
shod!tarze tafakkoremun kheili ba ham fargh dasht.kheili.
chai ke dorost kardam bi-ejaaze az livanam khord.faghat
chap chap negash kardam o tu delam goftam: "nafahme
bi-adab!" fekr mikardam vaghti jelosh telefoni gharare
emshabamo ba bachehaa beham bezanam, ye kalum mige:
"man mozaahem nabasham, to boro be kaaret beres, man
zahmat o kam mikonam." hichchi nagoft.ba cheshmaye
gondeye khoshgelesh zol zade bud behem.ta telefonam tamum
shod goft:"baba ye emruzo bikhiyale dars.to ke farda ham
tatili, biya ba ham ye film bebinim!" az dastesh kheili
hers khordam.midunest cheghdr dars vase khundan daram.
mehmun vali mehmun bud. hameye asabaaniyatamo ghurt dadam
paiin.ye chai dige dorost kardam o bikhiyal "Pulp fiction"
o kardam tu video.vasate film hamash harf mizad. baad az
har mokaalemeii ham miporsid:"chi goftan?" majbur budam
Pause bezanam, hamasho barash tozih bedam.film ke tamum
shod, neshastam sare computer o engar daram moshkelate
donya ro hal mikonam, ghiyafeye jeddie motefakkeri be
khodam gereftam.harchi ham harf zad iggnor esh kardam.
mikhastam befahme bayad pashe bere.mikhastam befahme ke
man bayad dars bekhunam,ke vaght nadaram...aslan agha mage
zure? nemikhastam in hame moddat inja bemune. vali harghadr
bishtar behesh bimahalli kardam porrutar shod.be jaii
resid ke shoroo kard badanesho be dast o paam malundan!!
chendesh-avar bud!enghadr ke tasmime khodamo gereftam..ba
haalate GHAHR va ba ghadamhaaye mohkam raftam tarafe
ashpazkhune.vasate rah tasmim gereftam pamo bezanam be
paayeye sandali o az pa-dard ru zamin velo besham.vasate
naale vaght dashtam zir-cheshmi behesh negah konam.ba ye
puz-khand dastaaye kasifesho be ham mimalid.magas-kosh ro ke
ovordam, delam gereft.cheshmamo bastam o be khoda kheili
arum zadam rush. az tahe del khastam cheshamamo ke baz
mikonam, bebinam farar karde rafte. vali unja bud. badane
nimejunesho endakhtam tu zirsigarie poram.
ye chai dorost kardam o avval neshastam be azaadari.baad
ham chand saati saii kardam tamame dalaayele ehtemalie dar
elme ravaanshenasi ro baraye tojihe in karam peida konam.
tafakkoraatam be jaahaaye baarik ke resid, yeho kaamelan
kalaafe o asabi cheshmaamo naazok kardam o khire shodam be
badane nesbatan leh-shodash tu zirsigari;"aslan kheili ham
khub kari karde budam! chon nemizasht dars bekhunam!
midunest cheghadr dars ru saram rikhte vali un khodkhahtar
az in harfaa bud! mikhast beshinam vaghte ba-arzeshamo
bahash talaf konam ke chi? chi khiyal karde bud? fekr karde
bud kie ke mitune jeloye _be ghole babam_ ESTEFADEYE MOFID
az vaghte yeki mesle mano begire?..." "na na na ...toe
junevar mano daste kam gerefti!" tahe sigaaramo ba khoshunat
o HAGH_BEJANEBIe bisaabegheii khamush kardam ru tanesh.
ye negah be saat endakhtam.saat 3sobh bud!! ye khamiyaze
keshidam;"heif ke shabaa bayad khabid vagarna kami dars
mikhundam!...farda vali hatman!...ghol midam! ..._age mehmun
nadashte basham"
"delam mikhaahadat maadar, baraayam ghesseii guii
ze in donya o adamhaa baaayam ghesseii guii"
tikke kaaghaz ro part kardam ye gushe.chand mah baadesh
ke zire takhtam peidash kardam, ziresh neveshtam:
"delam khoon shod degar maadar ze in donyaa o aadamhaa
delam mikhaahadat kaz aarezuhaa ghesseii guii"
va chasbundamesh tu ye daftare shakhsim.fekr konam tu
senne raahnamaaii budam. ajib nist ke baad az in hame
saal ye moddatie yaadesh oftadam?!
1:55 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2003
belakhare seshanbe konferansamo sare seminare "Motivation"
dadam.1saat o nim harf zadam.rastesh ye Konferanse aali
nabud vali az unjaii ke bamaje shod, ruye ham rafte khub
bud.bad az har konferans mamulan harki ke haalesho dare
tu ye bargeye bedune esm enteghaadesho baraye konferans
mide.enteghaadhaaii ke gereftam ham mosbat budan...
dige tamame hafta ro ta emruz kheili kam dars khundam.
esterahate baad az shab-bidarihaa o kharkhunihaaye
ghablesh.
bejoz sinamaaye maruf shahr ye sinamaye kuchike 3salone
ham tu shahr hast ke har hafte filmhaaye kharejie khub
mizare_mamulan honari_. kholaase diruz raftam "Baran" ro
didam.maskharegish in bud ke bejaaye inke _masalan mesle
filme "Dayere"_ zirnevise almani dashte bashe, be almani
duble shode bud.hesse iran nemidad:( ye sahne ham
nunvaiie balaye park-gheitariye ro neshun dad ke yeho
ghalbam tondtar zad!...enfejaare khaatere bud be zehnam!
dishab ham baad az moddatha baz "Apocalypse Now" ro didam.
Francis Ford Coppola _kargardane ghesmate avvale
"pedarkhande"_ bejaaye 3mah, 3saal tul keshid ta in film
ro besaze!..ellat: esteèmale Drogs.ino ke adam bedune
mifahme ideeha o sahnehaa az koja umadan.
shayad emshab baad az moddathaa duste azizam, Jamal,biad
pisham.Jamal ye tikke az "iran"ie ke inja baraye khodam
dorost kardam.delam vase khune ke tang mishe, bayad jamal
ro bebinam.tanha duste irunime.tanhaa adamie ke bahash
farsi harf mizanam.man ke pishesh basham Daryush o Ebi
mizare,un ke inja bashe, shahram nazeri o hayede gush
midim.ba ham raaje be khaterate iranemun harf mizanim, az
ozaae konuni."Dadash" sedash mikonam. gahi kallepache
mipaze, man ham ba ye shishe Vodka miram pishesh o dotaii
ba dast o pa mirim tu ghaablame o ..kholaase.. iran o ye
shat ham rush..
az vaghti baba un set e 11cd irunie ghadimie copy-shode ro
az iran baram ovorde, vazemun kolli khub shode.unaro
mizarim o ba takhte-narde gharz-gereftam ye takhte mizanim.
Jamal ro az khabgaham mishnasam.agha 2bar terme 1 va 3bar
terme 2e college ro tekrar kard.doreye akhar ba man tu
terme 2 bud.alan varzesh mikhune.bichare kolli ham shabkari
mikone.gahi in shab-karihaa daghunesh mikonan.pedaresh
ham saale pish fot shodan.2sal pish ham gf e torkesh ke
ghasde ejdevaj bahash ro dasht velesh kard.moshkelesh ine
ke porru nist! chand bar ham shode ba ham mehmunii-jaii
ke budim _makhsusan dar haale mast o patilimun_ dokhtarha
ro behem neshun dade. hardafe behesh goftam:"baba khob
boro jelo ye chizi begoo ya be ye nushidani daavatesh kon"
labkhande khejaalatii zade o gofte :"noch!" dige alan
midunam az che zaaheri khoshesh miyad; chaghaloo, bedune
arayesh, muye ta sarshune. _tu in donyaye mashini saligheye
kamyaabie!
Friday, May 02, 2003
SOBH AST SAAGHIYA GHADAHI POR SHARAAB KON
DORE FALAK DERANG NADAARAD; SHETAB KON
ZAAN PISHTAR KE ALAME FAANI SHAVAD KHARAB
MA RA ZE JAAME BAADEYE GOLGUN KHARAB KON.....
alan ke daram inja minevisam saat 5:32e va Dana (f,az college mishnasamesh,az
russie,kharkhune vahshatnak, daneshjuye tarikh va hoghughe siyasi, ezdevaj karde)
tu toilletame o dare bala miyare! ghablesh ham Johanna hamunja mashghule hamin
kar bud! ghaziye az inja shoroo shod ke bande emruz az saat 12 ta 20 kaar kardam.
khaste o kufte ke residam khune tasmim gereftam hatman beram yeja ye party ya
disco ke beshe raghsid.3-4 nafar ham behem zang zade budan ke baham gharar
bezaran.zang zadam be Johanna(f,az zamane tu khabgah zengedi-kardanam
mishnasamesh, almani,daneshjuye Ethnology _takhasose amrikaye jonubi_ va
spaniyaii,..) saat 23 bud ke umad pisham, chon khuneye man nazdiktar be
markaze shahre, ke inja mashrub bokhorim baad berim yejaa party.kholaase saat
1:30 ta 5 tu ye dance-club e nazdik be inja budim ke Moritz(m,almani,daneshjuye
taalim o tarbiat) va Dana ro didim.az hodude saat3 ta hala ham ke 4taii mast o
patil har adaa-osuli az khodemun darovordim.....ta be inja residim!!
Moritz ke az lahzeii ke vaared shod ru zamin deraz keshide o bihush be nazar
mirese! Johanna ham az vaghti bala ovorde arum khodesho mochale karde ru
zamn, tarafe ashpazkhune.Dana ham ke ru mobl deraz keshide bud, pashod
baraaye bare dovoom parid tu toillet...lol;)
taze barashun cuppocino ham dorost kardam kheire saram:( hichki lab ham
behesh nazad ke:(...
Wednesday, April 23, 2003
az seshanbe baad az yek mah o nim tatilaate beine do terme, baz daneshgah shoroo shod.
taghriban 10 ruz dige ham bayad tu ye Seminaram be name "Angize" ye konferans raajee
be "angizehaaye ravaanshenasi: Aggression va Sex" bedam!! khoda rahm kone! akhe nokte
injast ke ketabi ke baraye in Seminar moarrefi shode English e!!...migam ke...khoda rahm kone!
